> One starts by special suppressive drugs and massive doses of
> corticoid (leaving the mind disjointed, hallucinating, and with an
> obsessive compulsion to repeat certain inner discourses; nights
> spent in the corticoid desert are certainly a form of hell).
I had a restless night last night, up scribbling on the whiteboard at 2 in the morning. Awake at 4. I felt very compulsive last night: like I was being channelled. Very disconcerting, and a reason for caution.